Nah,it's ok for not being around for a while,I'm absent most of the time myself,hehe.but not school related like yourself,but rather gaming related,since my summer break still lasts,for more than a month,hehe...too bad I can't give you some of my free time to be here more often...

Yeah,kids at school can be a real pain-in-the-a** i know...especially girls,like you said...they are the same even here,but you just have to ignore them and try not to be annoyed...that's the hardest thing of them all,especially for me,since I tend to freak out and yell easily...

Oh,a floral shop...that sounds like a really nice place to work at,I'm so happy for you^^

Good luck with school and everything,and come back soon cheerful and school-free,hehe ^^

It's been a while me on AP...
H are u??

Where are you Gizel4??
Please come back.

Heya,Gizel-chan XD
It's been a while,are you around this place lately? :D

I am great! I am going to Mexico next week. So that should be fun. :) Last time I was there was 3 years ago. It\'s actually a beautiful place but of course very hot. :) Have you ever been there Melissa?
I have been sick lately but either than that I am fine. I have a strange cold and my nose is so stuffed that I cannot even taste anything. :( This has been going on for about 2 weeks now. I hope your doing okay. Are you out of school yet? Do you have any plans for the summer?

I hope to hear from you soon. ^__^
Your friend,
Kartarae

On my side, better is a word who doesn't know me I suppose, my weekend was ruined, couldn't go out to buy my stuffs, relatives i don't want to talk to came at home and stayed for night, an aunt from france, i don't talk to anyone of this family, it's my resolve, long to explain, to me they are all a bunch of liars playing several roles around people, so she was sleeping in the room next to mine yesterday, and my music was playing, let's say medium, i swear, not loud, medium, cause the house is quiet at night, it does echo in the house, plus i did put the speakers near the door, since that trash of brother who sleeps in that room used to play his music loud, so i'd play mine louder, considering i got surrounds, well, to come to the point, that stupid aunt, did knock for a big 15 minutes on my door, when 2 mins would be enough for someone to understand that i don't want to talk, and then when my music was playing, she slipped a note saying "to lower my music for she can't sleep" i can't believe she had the gut to knock my door like that, sleep in the room next to my door, and then complain, so i took the paper, and wrote "goodnight" on it, and slide it back under the door, am still proud of that if you ask, i don't care what other say, but man, it almost turned into a violent scene with my mother around 4am, but i think she got scared enough

so in short, better is a word that doesn't apply to me, let's say between a range of white and black, i'd be always either in a blue, gray blue, or red mood >____<, but am good to hear that you've solved this matter with the girl, i would have kick her for you though, i hate her kind, a lot, i see too many of them at work, even last thursday, i can't understand why am the one who got to witness such acts, i mean, me, who try to always avoid people and all, i always hear what doesn't need to be heard, see what doesn't need to be seen, i think that rule applies here, the more you try to avoid, the better they come at you, sigh!

Hi...
Sorry for the late reply......
Now,, I'm just on a different Island (but still in Indonesia... refreshing... he...)
How are u??

Hi ... haven't heard of you for a while, am wondering if you didn't get forbidden from using computer again, hope it's not, and to hear of you soon ...

I miss reading your comments Gizel!

Hey Mellisa. :) Yes I can. If you need prayer for anything feel free to let me know. I can definitely pray for you buddy. ^_^ Yes summer is so very close. I can\'t wait to get out. When do you get on your vacation though? I start mine on May 29th.

How do you know for sure that there is a higher force out there?

Love your ava!!>_<

Hey,Gizel^^
I haven't been around for a month,needed to take a break from vectoring and stuff,and do my best in school...I also got hooked on an online video game,so I had a lot of stuff going on,hehe...
But I'm back now,and looking forward to your sweet comments on my stuff...
I also hope you did good with your school stuff^^
Take care :)

Sorry for the extreme late reply but I was busy with school and life in general. No problem, the pleasure was all mine. Nice to meet you as well.

I could tell you that I hope, wish, or whatsover, that after school life, it will be better, or that event, is just one random of nowhere, and that there won't be any other, but i'd be just lying, and on another hand, i don't know how the rest of people are around you, but considering that simple case, i can already say, and state, that they are just like the ones around here, and i believe, like all around this little world, so i just have to underline, it is, and it never will be just a bad moment, it "is" a bad moment among lot lot more to come, this one is just among the ones you cross around your age, just wait to be 18 and look at how many will bully you (sorry for that part, but am assuming that you are enough mature and is the type of person who'd rather hear the truth when i read your reply) to do stuffs like sleeping with guys, skipping school, going out at night and stuff, i know these too well, even if i never fallen to them, weird? and the people who do these never know enough the much harm it does even after dying for them, pfff, you're right on how adults are, and the teachers, they are kinda the same here too, i imagine too, that a teacher, who's been explaining the same thing, again and again, for years, to groups of students (varying from smart to the painful ones) no wonder they would not care or take their frustration out, there should be a rule that teachers are renewed or sent to other institutes after a set of time, that would take the boredom and hopefully, spare them and us wasting our time, i can't count how many teachers did mess and not care leading us properly. but we are never enough aware of our chances and misfortunes are we?

i can't advise you on how to deal with this situation, for you'd be then solving it my way and not yours, but i would only wish to ask you not to let it reach to you too much, enough to do things that could have (even if i know there's nothing worse when we are in such situations) lead to something really messy, but i wish i was there when you threw that ball in her face, she did deserve it, it's so lame of her to be falling as low as to write stuffs around, it's a proof that she's weak minded

Hey Gizel, sorry about the really late reply.
The situation that you described sucks, but the best thing to do is try to ignore it. Easier said than done I know. This girl seems like an idiot and I can understand your feelings and your wanting to reslove it with violence. It will only get you into deeper trouble. That reminds me of a situation my older sister had in school. A very similar one actually. She went to the teachers and they did nothing. So it ended in a fight, my sister won but the tormenting only got worse! More girls joined in, how lame! Eventually it went away as my sister ignored it. So that is probably the best route.
With boys it's normally simpler. At school I'd get into serious fights all the time and what is funny, when it was finished you'd more often than not end up good friends. Even if you didn't you would have a certain respect.
But I hope it resolves soon, because if you already don't like school, it ain't gonna help the time pass any quicker!
Hope you are well though?
But maybe if you do feel so inclined maybe a good ass whoopin' is what she needs lol (only joking :)